Cecilia Has Killed Herself

from Mazel by Animal Pharma

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Four sister wounds upon my porcelain chest
To make me smile at my worstest
Anti-Oedipus depression
With matrimony garments on her breast
She may forget her body image
As a 13 year revenge

Now you’re injecting your opinions through my veins
An intravenous creed’s the same
When older sisters aren’t afraid
To be like you
And surely God could take the blame if you aren’t you
The one he made for mother’s womb
Whom lost the word along the way

Cecilia has killed herself
She’s in her vomit
Praying in a mess
Intoxicated in her shit
Graffiti ink-stains in her dress
Now she’s her poetry
The rest you will forget
And it’s okay to have a coffin
When it’s made of all the trees she would collect

I’m mourning for myself to acetate
And maybe I’ll become a song
For me to sing myself to sleep
Her fragile arms, they know that she can fly
From out her windowpane she’ll try
To be the same what she believes

It’s in the laminated virgin chapel moss
Biotic, viral hymns give untouched women
Birthing us a choice to be like Him
For reapers are only ever working as a bitch
Dehumanising all our thoughts of oldest places, oldest friends
To make us wonder why

Cecilia has killed herself
She’s in her vomit
Praying in a mess
Intoxicated in her shit
Graffiti ink-stains in her dress
She’s an obituary
Nobody could read
Don’t be afraid and don’t you cry
We’re never far behind from what we cannot see

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from Mazel, released November 1, 2015

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Animal Pharma Melbourne, Australia

I am Animal Pharma.

Studio Albums:

Zygoat – 29 July 2014

Evergreen Civil War – 10 August 2014

Pantomeme – 11 October 2014

Light of a Hard – 28 March 2015

The Vuuz – 10 May 2015

Mazel – 1 November

Joseph Phase – 29 July 2018 ... more

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