Apocrypharmaceuticals: Volume Two

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Previously unreleased music, demos and outtakes from 2009-2014

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released February 3, 2015

Written and produced by Animal Pharma.

Track 8 written by Max Martin and Andreas Carlsson.

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Track Name: Calcium
If I could forget me
I would forget me so
And take me to your place
Beneath your calcium

We'll watch the clock, dear
Learning the depth of each our sores
And ask all the ghosts there
If they miss their calcium

And I cannot wait to see you tomorrow
On the worst day of the week
And bury you sweetly under all
That I had bled to make them mine

If I do become you
You wouldn't need yourself no more
For it's so redundant
To be anything at all

Your head on your kneecaps
Weeping for all the reasons you have
To look to your own hands
And tear into calcium

And I cannot wait to see you tomorrow
On the worst day of the week
And bury you sweetly under all
That I had bled to make them mine

And I cannot wait to see you tomorrow
On the worst day of the week
And bury you sweetly under all
That I had bled to make them mine
Track Name: Surrogate Mother (Zygoat outtake)
I send for you now
Lift me up, ask me how
How high?
How high, my surrogate mother?
How high?

You count these prescriptions
Encryptions of the hurt you conceal
Oh, Surrogate mother
You know that I am real

You're alone in your room
I am chroming your womb
So quiet
So quiet, my surrogate mother
So quiet

You count these prescriptions
Encryptions of the hurt you conceal
Oh, Surrogate mother
You know that I am real

You count these prescriptions
Encryptions of the hurt you conceal
Oh, Surrogate mother
You know that I am real
Track Name: Don't Wait Around, Poor You (demo)
Don’t wait around, poor you
And you don't have to bother anymore to work a fuss to cook for two
I’m on a new adventure
The one I spoke about
The one you thought I’d never have the gall
To try ‘til now
Don’t wait around, poor you

And I am so afraid
But you never note the absence in the room when I’m away
I’ve told you every secret
I’ve settled every score
I sent my soul to hell to lift you up forevermore
Don’t wait around, poor you

Don’t wait around, poor you
The sun don’t have to set although you have no other toy left you could chew
I’m on a new adventure
The one you couldn’t tell
You’ll know in time how long because my clothes no longer smell
Don’t wait around, poor you
Track Name: Cunt
For you, your life is worth living
You are beautiful
And I love you
Yes, I do

I saw you go to places in your head
But it was dark as dark could get
Just remember what you've left
All the love of all the people you have met
And all the ones that haven't come to your life yet
Track Name: Cell (demo)
Thinking of you, alone
Thinking of everything I know
Thinking I barely have control
Think I am broke

Taking a breath of you
Taking the braincells I don't use
Taking my life to short its fuse
Taken the clue

I'm letting you down
Just letting you know

Wasting the joy you feel
Wasting the moments love is real
Wasting forgiveness I repeal
Wasted appeal

I'm letting you down
Just letting you know
Track Name: Ceremony
Flaccid beams of sunshine
Gurgling out of my head space
It brings the shadows movement
And fall out from my face

You worship perished projects
And squeeze the art to drain it
On empty clothes your closet
Remember and romanced with

Don't trust a sweetheart's
Ceremony celebrating
Oaths provide ideas of forever
Though they're fleeting
Lord knows I am fleeting
Jesus, please defeat me

The burden looks like Heaven
But feels like an itchy feather
You know that you could save me
Today you're just a little lazy

If I ever hit the bottom
I'll make a bed and sleep for certain
But here comes again emotion
I thought mine were a stupid legend

Don't trust a sweetheart's
Ceremony celebrating
Oaths provide ideas of forever
Though they're fleeting
Lord knows I am fleeting
Jesus, please defeat me

Lord knows I am fleeting
Jesus, please defeat me
Lord knows I am fleeting
Jesus, please defeat me
Lord knows I am slipping
Jesus, please forgive me
Lord Jesus, please forgive me
Lord Jesus, please forgive me
Lord knows I am fleeting
Jesus, please defeat me
Lord knows I am fleeting
Lord Jesus, please defeat me
Lord Jesus, please defeat me
Lord Jesus, please defeat me
Lord knows that I am fleeting
Lord Jesus please defeat me
Lord knows I am fleeting
Jesus, please forgive me
Lord Jesus, someone please forgive me
Lord, please forgive me
Lord, please forgive me
Lord knows I am fleeting
Lord knows I am fleeting
Lord knows I am fleeting
Lord Jesus knows that I am fleeting
Lord Jesus, please forgive me
Lord Jesus, please forgive me
Track Name: I Want It That Way (cover)
You are my fire, the one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why
I never want to hear you say
I want it that way

Am I your fire, your one desire?
Yeah, I know it's too late
But I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why
I never want to hear you say
I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothing but a mistake
Tell me why
I never want to hear you say
I want it that way
I want it that way
I want it that way
Track Name: Battery Life
You are addicted to fantasy memories
Under your breast and always around
Each boring day you’re forgetting that face

Finding acquaintances giving one ear
One for your story and one for the air
Filling my pavement with pebbles and words

There’s little battery life in me
There’s little battery life in me
Old age will rage at a youth to be
There’s little battery life in me

Sits in the cold, recollecting old favours
You never think about warmth anymore
Dancing for men just to hope to be seen

Witnessing all there is of me to know
Still knowing nothing and feeling alone
You just forget for the evening through morning

There’s little battery life in me
There’s little battery life in me
Old age will rage at a youth to be
There’s little battery life
Battery life in me

There’s little battery life in me
There’s little battery life in me
Old age will rage youth, and their life is free
Me - there’s little battery life
Battery life in me
Track Name: Underneath Ageold Starlight
All tucked away in subtle shade
Underneath ageold starlight
Toxic is the rhetoric trade

The traitor is a banker man
Departed in my innocence
The whole world in a finger slip
Mistake I gave for solitude and man
So whose to thank for that?

At zero hour afterward
Somebody promises you
Freedom of the coming plague
The plague to last a lotus heart
Is doomed to sing from every tongue
The wordless word, the nameless name
Not to afright
Bare witness
Track Name: Rain Again
Hardly afoot yet
Flat like a weekend
Nerves start to steepen
Something is broken

A cloud, cloud keeps staring
My head, head's preparing
The ground, ground is certain
Today is gonna rain again on me

Comfort's naivety
Rest is a present
Rest in the present
Bliss is a blitzkrieg

A cloud, cloud keeps staring
My head, head's preparing
The ground, ground is certain
Today is gonna rain again on me

And I'm so dry, you're crooked in
The eye, you don't seem right
Since he dreamed a stupid dream he thought
Again the stupid dream, again

Give me my debtors
Sell this idea
Temples of tears
Built under weather

A cloud, cloud keeps staring
My head, head's preparing
The ground, ground is certain
Today is gonna rain again on me
Track Name: There Isn't Much
Oh, I couldn't match
The magic that you cast
Under your witchy words
That you throw

In two little wounds
That are open in my heart
Existing in a leaky chest

You laugh quite a lot
For someone removed
From comfort chairs of affection
That I built
You'd rather put your laundry upon
And sit on a floor
That you spilled with salt

And I cannot prove
How I think that you feel
But I feel bad
And I'm feeling bad
Yeah, I feel bad what I am feeling, yes

If nothing isn't real
No, if nothing isn't real
Then I have all to worry about

When you're feeling numb
Yet you smile around
What can I do?
Oh, what could I do?
If nothing's wrong and all is good
I suppose there isn't much
Track Name: Not Forget Us (Zygoat outtake)
Your place in my being
Is raining again
To get any feeling
Calcifies into grey
But now

Please, please
Not forget us now
Please, please
Not forget us now

Retrace finished meanings
They could be complete
Forsake what you’re seeing
It brings no relief
But now

Please, please
Not forget us now
Please, please
Not forget us now

Your place in my being
Is raining again
To get any feeling
Calcifies into grey
But now

Please, please
Not forget us now
Please, please
Not forget us now

Please, please
(She's makeless in the shade around)
Not forget us now
(Enough pacify the ground
Tasteless in her bones and proud)
Oh, dear
Track Name: We're the Babies
How do you do?
What's been up lately?
I feel a little genius
And a little crazy

Up and down
Pick me up
You're the baby
We're the babies
We're the babies
Track Name: Something Inside
Something inside
I don't know how
I don't know why
It made a home

It lived alone
Began to frown
From green to brown
It had its time

Was never found
When it died
I'm looking ill
But feeling fine
I thought I could
But didn't try
Oh well

Something inside
Had learned to feel
Had learned to learn
And to be had

When feeling bad
It knows what's real
And waits its turn
To keep its burn

Eternal light
In walls of flame
It's so ironic
To be Byronic
Something inside
Tried to hide in me
Instead it died
Track Name: About Me
If I’m a mistake, well you’re a thief
Forgive me my ways, my everything
Time has escaped but I caught my drink
What do I think about my deeds?
About me?

Worried by how I’m older yet
To me the now seems like regret
And what do I get?
None - to forget about me

I cannot tell you
I won’t repel you, still
I cannot tell you