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Apocrypharmaceuticals: Volume Two

by Animal Pharma

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1.
Calcium 04:22
If I could forget me I would forget me so And take me to your place Beneath your calcium We'll watch the clock, dear Learning the depth of each our sores And ask all the ghosts there If they miss their calcium And I cannot wait to see you tomorrow On the worst day of the week And bury you sweetly under all That I had bled to make them mine If I do become you You wouldn't need yourself no more For it's so redundant To be anything at all Your head on your kneecaps Weeping for all the reasons you have To look to your own hands And tear into calcium And I cannot wait to see you tomorrow On the worst day of the week And bury you sweetly under all That I had bled to make them mine And I cannot wait to see you tomorrow On the worst day of the week And bury you sweetly under all That I had bled to make them mine
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I send for you now Lift me up, ask me how How high? How high, my surrogate mother? How high? You count these prescriptions Encryptions of the hurt you conceal Oh, Surrogate mother You know that I am real You're alone in your room I am chroming your womb So quiet So quiet, my surrogate mother So quiet You count these prescriptions Encryptions of the hurt you conceal Oh, Surrogate mother You know that I am real You count these prescriptions Encryptions of the hurt you conceal Oh, Surrogate mother You know that I am real
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Don’t wait around, poor you And you don't have to bother anymore to work a fuss to cook for two I’m on a new adventure The one I spoke about The one you thought I’d never have the gall To try ‘til now Don’t wait around, poor you And I am so afraid But you never note the absence in the room when I’m away I’ve told you every secret I’ve settled every score I sent my soul to hell to lift you up forevermore Don’t wait around, poor you Don’t wait around, poor you The sun don’t have to set although you have no other toy left you could chew I’m on a new adventure The one you couldn’t tell You’ll know in time how long because my clothes no longer smell Don’t wait around, poor you
5.
Cunt 01:37
For you, your life is worth living You are beautiful And I love you Yes, I do I saw you go to places in your head But it was dark as dark could get Just remember what you've left All the love of all the people you have met And all the ones that haven't come to your life yet
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Cell (demo) 03:13
Thinking of you, alone Thinking of everything I know Thinking I barely have control Think I am broke Taking a breath of you Taking the braincells I don't use Taking my life to short its fuse Taken the clue I'm letting you down Just letting you know Wasting the joy you feel Wasting the moments love is real Wasting forgiveness I repeal Wasted appeal I'm letting you down Just letting you know
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Ceremony 03:56
Flaccid beams of sunshine Gurgling out of my head space It brings the shadows movement And fall out from my face You worship perished projects And squeeze the art to drain it On empty clothes your closet Remember and romanced with Don't trust a sweetheart's Ceremony celebrating Oaths provide ideas of forever Though they're fleeting Lord knows I am fleeting Jesus, please defeat me The burden looks like Heaven But feels like an itchy feather You know that you could save me Today you're just a little lazy If I ever hit the bottom I'll make a bed and sleep for certain But here comes again emotion I thought mine were a stupid legend Don't trust a sweetheart's Ceremony celebrating Oaths provide ideas of forever Though they're fleeting Lord knows I am fleeting Jesus, please defeat me Lord knows I am fleeting Jesus, please defeat me Lord knows I am fleeting Jesus, please defeat me Lord knows I am slipping Jesus, please forgive me Lord Jesus, please forgive me Lord Jesus, please forgive me Lord knows I am fleeting Jesus, please defeat me Lord knows I am fleeting Lord Jesus, please defeat me Lord Jesus, please defeat me Lord Jesus, please defeat me Lord knows that I am fleeting Lord Jesus please defeat me Lord knows I am fleeting Jesus, please forgive me Lord Jesus, someone please forgive me Lord, please forgive me Lord, please forgive me Lord knows I am fleeting Lord knows I am fleeting Lord knows I am fleeting Lord Jesus knows that I am fleeting Lord Jesus, please forgive me Lord Jesus, please forgive me
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You are my fire, the one desire Believe when I say I want it that way But we are two worlds apart Can't reach to your heart When you say I want it that way Tell me why Ain't nothing but a heartache Tell me why Ain't nothing but a mistake Tell me why I never want to hear you say I want it that way Am I your fire, your one desire? Yeah, I know it's too late But I want it that way Tell me why Ain't nothing but a heartache Tell me why Ain't nothing but a mistake Tell me why I never want to hear you say I want it that way Tell me why Ain't nothing but a heartache Tell me why Ain't nothing but a mistake Tell me why I never want to hear you say I want it that way I want it that way I want it that way
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Battery Life 04:20
You are addicted to fantasy memories Under your breast and always around Each boring day you’re forgetting that face Finding acquaintances giving one ear One for your story and one for the air Filling my pavement with pebbles and words There’s little battery life in me There’s little battery life in me Old age will rage at a youth to be There’s little battery life in me Sits in the cold, recollecting old favours You never think about warmth anymore Dancing for men just to hope to be seen Witnessing all there is of me to know Still knowing nothing and feeling alone You just forget for the evening through morning There’s little battery life in me There’s little battery life in me Old age will rage at a youth to be There’s little battery life Battery life in me There’s little battery life in me There’s little battery life in me Old age will rage youth, and their life is free Me - there’s little battery life Battery life in me
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All tucked away in subtle shade Underneath ageold starlight Toxic is the rhetoric trade The traitor is a banker man Departed in my innocence The whole world in a finger slip Mistake I gave for solitude and man So whose to thank for that? At zero hour afterward Somebody promises you Freedom of the coming plague The plague to last a lotus heart Is doomed to sing from every tongue The wordless word, the nameless name Not to afright Bare witness
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Rain Again 03:56
Hardly afoot yet Flat like a weekend Nerves start to steepen Something is broken A cloud, cloud keeps staring My head, head's preparing The ground, ground is certain Today is gonna rain again on me Comfort's naivety Rest is a present Rest in the present Bliss is a blitzkrieg A cloud, cloud keeps staring My head, head's preparing The ground, ground is certain Today is gonna rain again on me And I'm so dry, you're crooked in The eye, you don't seem right Since he dreamed a stupid dream he thought Again the stupid dream, again Give me my debtors Sell this idea Temples of tears Built under weather A cloud, cloud keeps staring My head, head's preparing The ground, ground is certain Today is gonna rain again on me
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Oh, I couldn't match The magic that you cast Under your witchy words That you throw In two little wounds That are open in my heart Existing in a leaky chest You laugh quite a lot For someone removed From comfort chairs of affection That I built You'd rather put your laundry upon And sit on a floor That you spilled with salt And I cannot prove How I think that you feel But I feel bad And I'm feeling bad Yeah, I feel bad what I am feeling, yes If nothing isn't real No, if nothing isn't real Then I have all to worry about When you're feeling numb Yet you smile around What can I do? Oh, what could I do? If nothing's wrong and all is good I suppose there isn't much
13.
Your place in my being Is raining again To get any feeling Calcifies into grey But now Please, please Not forget us now Please, please Not forget us now Retrace finished meanings They could be complete Forsake what you’re seeing It brings no relief But now Please, please Not forget us now Please, please Not forget us now Your place in my being Is raining again To get any feeling Calcifies into grey But now Please, please Not forget us now Please, please Not forget us now Please, please (She's makeless in the shade around) Not forget us now (Enough pacify the ground Tasteless in her bones and proud) Oh, dear
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How do you do? What's been up lately? I feel a little genius And a little crazy Up and down Pick me up You're the baby We're the babies We're the babies
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Something inside I don't know how I don't know why It made a home It lived alone Began to frown From green to brown It had its time Was never found When it died I'm looking ill But feeling fine I thought I could But didn't try Oh well Something inside Had learned to feel Had learned to learn And to be had When feeling bad It knows what's real And waits its turn To keep its burn Eternal light In walls of flame It's so ironic To be Byronic Something inside Tried to hide in me Instead it died
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About Me 03:34
If I’m a mistake, well you’re a thief Forgive me my ways, my everything Time has escaped but I caught my drink What do I think about my deeds? About me? Worried by how I’m older yet To me the now seems like regret And what do I get? None - to forget about me I cannot tell you I won’t repel you, still I cannot tell you

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Previously unreleased music, demos and outtakes from 2009-2014

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released February 3, 2015

Written and produced by Animal Pharma.

Track 8 written by Max Martin and Andreas Carlsson.

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Animal Pharma Melbourne, Australia

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Studio Albums:

Zygoat – 29 July 2014

Evergreen Civil War – 10 August 2014

Pantomeme – 11 October 2014

Light of a Hard – 28 March 2015

The Vuuz – 10 May 2015

Mazel – 1 November

Joseph Phase – 29 July 2018
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